DISCLAIMER: If you do not want to read a negative blog then exit this one as soon as possible! You may or may not handle this one regardless of so many rants and disappointments of mine in my life currently. Thank you for understanding. This content may be @TagLish (Tagalog x English) Language. 💕👌🏻 I’m a Filipino as well so hope you do enjoy this and you might even learn a new language! 💓 Lastly, all photo credits goes to aesthetic photos from GOOGLE. Except the DISS-APOINTED photo that I did lol. Lots of love always. xo, Shanen
Hey, I’ve been on hiatus lately but I’m glad I was able to make a time to continue the existence of my blog. 💪🏻 Staying strong gals and guys, I have HUGE stories to share this year! I’m starting it off with a negative one but you’re reading this now anyways. Please bare with it. I love you 💗💯
DISS-appointments (the author herself just did a new form of slang word)
Definition: DISS + Disappointments = DISSAPPOINTMENTS:
“Being disrespected which leads to the feeling of sadness, regret and displeasure”
I know right.
One of the things I regret currently is the school that I decided to study for my Senior High School Year. I’ve been in the same school for 9 years already. Yes, I’m way too loyal in this school but I don’t even get enough benefits anymore. I’m NOT EXPECTING to be treated in anyway special but I just wanted this to be a great institution not just for me but for the others as well.
I remembered the day when my mom cried because of what this school is treating to everyone else especially to her daughter, me. It’s not that of a big issue for me but my mom was way too disappointed (than me). She wanted me to transfer but I still refuse because of the reason that I still like the service of teaching and advance academic lessons that they’re giving out.
Isa sa mga heartbreaking makita ay yung umiiyak ang magulang mo sa harapaan mo. Pangalawa ay ang umalis sa institution na napamahal ka na ng lubusan 🙂
yun nga lang ay… sa kasamaang palad: NOON.
— Turn on English Translation for this one —
Translation (thank me later):
“One of the heartbreaking ones is that your parents wept at you. Second is to leave the institution that you have already loved 🙂 that’s just … unfortunately: I love
I was about to transfer but because of some transportation problems it was cancelled. I sacrifice my own future for the sake of being with my sister at a same school. I have to be with her for awhile since it’s her first time to commute, our place is not quite safe so as her sister I have to protect her at any cause. Second is our family’s budget for both of our transportation. We’re definitely not rich though and the school that I wanted to go to is FAR AWAY from my beloved home. Third, I’m not a morning person. 😀 well? Creative girls are always late (haha) no more reasons. I did my best to wake up early but still my metabolism works slow than our internet connection. (I’m not saying what brand it is dont worry, I’ll blurt it our next time) 😋
So yeah basically, everything got worst than my nightmare. I hated it MORE that I can’t even handle the situations going on. Instead of just focusing on my school works, I’m being mentally, physically and emotionally affected by the issues swarming on every corner of the school.
sighs I must have follow my mom’s decision instead. I REGRET EVERY SINGLE NEGATIVE/WORST/AWFUL THING.
WHAT THE HECK JUST HAPPENED?!
Well yeah, I wanted to show you the evidence that I have like 8 vacations this semester. It’s the very first time of my history. My advisers knew that I’m still going to school even with a mild stroke, oh I mean when I’m having near to death SICKNESS but now I’m becoming like a suspect running away from the police station. LEGIT! I wanted to ran away from these piles of asfgklld! whatever it is called now.
Well, I don’t want to mention any people (because it’s still a confidential one) I just wanted to let out of my feelings and opinions. Why? This is my own space I can rant everything that I wanted but I am also concern to my private life and to those people that I put grudge on (their shoulders)
I just miss how our institution works normally, safely, stress-free and happily.. before. Every single thing got so intense when our former principal quitted. It’s depressing but.. I still have to continue my journey as a student. He’s been an inspiration to many because he really does got a HUGE HEART. 😭
Thank you Sir Principal, I thank God for letting me to meet you in my life and you’ll serve as a motivation to me.
I miss how old school it is and how friendly the students are in our school. Before, we had this like family tree wherein our father and mother were 4th year students (Grade 10 students because in the Philippines before we don’t have K-12 Curriculum) and we the gradeschool students are their children. I missed how the way we communicate and socialize with other friendly and non-bully students in this institution.
WHAT THE HECK JUST HAPPENED?!
Students from the lower sections are even prone to issues than ours. They’re more violent and they’re honestly being greedy of themselves. They easily got jealous to others and they don’t give off some of that support to their classmates (who badly needs one) instead of being supportive, they put hatred, jealousy and make stories to that classmates of theirs. IT’S TOTALLY DISAPPOINTING! It’s even dissing me off.
I thought this was a bully free school but it’s not making you feel like one. Some students here are only afraid to go to our discipline or guidance officers to file cases. But in the end, I’m just a spectator though. I’m sorry if I can’t do anything but to watch them act and know their background stories. 😦 I wanted to help but I do not want to barge in your life kid.
The only possible thing that I can do is to hope and pray that you’ll survive with the guidance of God’s grace. May God be with you always dear. Hope that you know someone cares for you (I know many of you are experiencing this type of struggles in this institution) keep that in mind that someone looks our for you and that’s
☺️💓 Always pray dear. I love you as well, we will get through this together.
Honestly, you can trust your advisers as well and even your Discipline officer. ☺️ Just talk to them personally and don’t be afraid to open up.
Bonus points: You’ll even got to know more of them as well.
Okay, next is our Senior High School Department EVENTS! 😭 I’m literally crying for they’re announcing the events AS LATE AS EVER. They will announce it 2 weeks before the activity instead of a month preparation. We can’t possibly do HUGE projects in just a little amount of time. WE AREN’T BORN TO BE SUPERHEROES! We also have our limits and this bounds us to be free (hehe, Philosophy) hope you do understand us as well. We also have a lot of subject requirements to submit, I hope you’ll announce it on time dear department teachers.
Well, a lot of things have been DISSing me off lately. Others are too personal but I think I might just have to give you some life lessons (whoever you are reading this article, please read CAREFULLY)
Do not be afraid of anything that you’re struggling as of the moment. Do not be afraid to let go toxic relationships with other people. In reality, you just need to have A FEW REAL LEGIT FRIENDS in life. Wake up before time will come that REGRET will hunt over you constantly. It’s alright to cry, it’s part of the process of being STRONG. You will get through this. In Jesus name, God will provide you the strength and wisdom that you need and never give up in your life.
Always think of your love ones, either your friends, family or partners (or anyone who keeps you inspired). They will give you motivation to be on the right track and God will lead you if you let Him drive the front seat of your life.
Do not be STRESS over those challenges. They are present for a reason. They’re happening for a reason. God will never give you challenges which you cannot be able to survive. YOU WILL WIN with God’s provision He will lead You to the path you want. You just have to take action and to be resilient! Get rid of those MINUSCULE or ENORMOUS CHALLENGES.
YOU WILL DEFINITELY SUCCEED.
Hope this one helps me and you. This has always been from my heart to yours and hopefully this wakes you up in this harsh reality. We will survive this together gorgeous and handsome ✨
To conclude, this is only my PERSONAL perceptions. There’s no right and wrong (excluding you if you’re way too judgemental). Respect is the key. Please don’t try and do assume that you’re the person I’m talking to or else you”ll die out of curiosity it is dangerous. This is only my consciousness to my surroundings and I’m concerned to the future generation. That’s why I created this article for others to be aware as well.
If you got to be an insensitive person, well hopefully this thing would work.
If you’re from the 3000s.. well, welcome to our generation 😀
Before signing out, I want to give you a simple reminder:
💖 Let all that you do be done with L O V E 💖
😌 This has always been from my love to yours 😘, Shanen